Saturday, June 27, 2015

But you are all alone.......



It's just one of those instances,
when your heart hurts,
and you want someone to hold you,
and tell you, "it's going to be okay"
Not to take your burden away,
but just to be there. 

Sunday, May 11, 2014

Tears ........



My tears,
They don’t mean anything.
Even when my eyes are red
and swollen,
and tears run down my cheeks
in two fine streams.
No sobs escape from me,
just a sigh or two,
here and there,
while I try to console myself,
convince myself,
that someone will understand,
that it’s going to be okay,
when I know very well it won’t.
No matter how painful it is for me
I’ll only be ridiculed
They’ve never walked in my shoes,
So they’ll never understand.
For them,
My tears,
They don’t mean anything.

Sunday, January 5, 2014

My relief......



I’ve already given up,
Already given in,
To love you like this,
I don’t think it’s a sin,
I revel in your warmth,
It’s hard to explain,
When you’re too close,
It’s almost pain.
Some times I wonder,
Why you mean this much to me,
Why I go into such trouble,
Just to get a glimpse of you, to see,
If you’ve changed,
overnight, Suddenly,
And started, for a change,
to notice me.
Then I realize
You’re just the same,
Indifferent to my feelings,
That I overcome with shame.
But you still are,
And forever be,
My sun shine,
My relief.

Saturday, April 27, 2013

Missing you……





Cold are the walls that surround me,
Dark is this windowless room,
I lay in a huddle at the center,
Trying to train my eyes to the gloom,
The voices I hear are not friendly,
I don’t recognize who they’re from,
I open my eyes ever so gently,
Afraid of the dark shadows that roam,
I see you standing in front of me,
Surrounded by a glorious light,
When you smile I smile with you,
You seem to be shining bright,
The image of you is now blurring,
As with tears my eyes over flow,
I want to forget all the memories,
Of a world I’d rather not know.

Saturday, February 16, 2013

I feel your love


I feel your love
Radiating from your eyes
I bloom like a flower
In the warmth of your light
Your voice, it sinks
Deep into my heart
At times it stings
When we are apart
This is our time
To fall in love and shine
I feel your love
Do you feel mine?

Thursday, October 4, 2012

Missing the usual train


I watch you, your face blurred,
through the window pane
where drops of water still hangs on
from the previous day’s rain.
You stand there oblivious,
talking with your friends
while I’m sitting here wondering
and trying to make sense.
When we laughed together
I used to stare at your eyes.
The way you look at me
gives me butterflies
I like the way you bend closer
to hear what I say
and my hand raise
as if to caress your face.
Then I stop short
and point at something instead
reminding myself
that you belong to someone else.
At that thought a pain wells,
in my heart, deep inside,
it swells as I see you,
as I recall the warmth in your eyes.
It’s been days since I last saw you,
even more since we last talked.
I have to ignore you
it’s good for both of us, I know.
But watching you disappear
Through the throbbing crowd
brings back a forbidden tear
that I’ve tried hard to keep out.
The train moves away
on time to do its part,
adding more to the rhythm,
of the dull thumping of my heart.